Letting It Go

[[ I'm going to keep this short and simple]]

If you know me, you know that I am a very stubborn person. It's pretty bad if you ask me. I can hold a grudge for a long time. Lately, I've come to realize that, my attitude and being stubborn doesn't get me anywhere in life. These last couple months, okay let's be real from the month of January up to like last month August [[that's exactly eight months straight]] Nothing but drama been popping off LEFT and RIGHT. I've never in my life been in so much drama and HATED someone so bad EVER.

IT WAS CRAZY!!!!!

Well, these couple weeks I've been thinking a lot about my life, OUR life to be exact, family, friends, people that I had so much anger towards and just LIFE period. I've come to conclusion that: Life is too short and precious to hold any grudges against anyone.

So today, I decided to call Mele and Lola [[ Juniors girl cousins, the main two that I had so much anger and animosity towards for the last 8 months]], but they didn't answered, so I decided to text them apologizing about all the drama that's been going on... whether if I was right or wrong, or they were right or wrong. I knew in my heart that it was the right thing to do to bring peace, comfort, closure with myself.

It's up to them to forgive me, I'm not expecting them to. I'm not expecting them to be my bestfriend or talk to me, NO I DON'T. That's not the reason why I did what I did. I honestly didn't have to do what I did, BUT I WANTED TOO.

In order for me to move on with my life, choose the right and forgive myself, I gotta do what I gotta do and that is to FORGIVE others:)