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Guess who started school?

Yeeuup!! You guessed right!! De'Shawn's first day of preschool was yesterday, he is in the afternoon class which is from 12:30pm to 3:30pm.

I can't believe my baby is NOT a baby anymore, but in my book NO MATTER how old he gets.. I wiLL FOREVER call him my baby.

De'Shawn's first day went very well. De'Shawn's teachers [[Mrs. Benson and Mrs. Magum]] allowed the parents to stay with they're children for the whole first day of school, just so the child can get comfortable and familiar with the teachers and classmates. I absolutely lov'd it. If I could I WOULD so go with him to school everyday, but I did volunteer twice a month to help out in his class, I know I'm such an AWESOME Mom, right?!:)

Shawn is a very shy boy [[ he gets that from his daddy]], Junior and I thought he wasn't gonna participate in anything because he's so shy, but he was very excited, asking questions left and right like DAYUMMMM GINA!! Lmao.
He did such an awesome job listening, paying attention, sharing, and getting to know the other kids. It was like he was NEVER shy before ahaha.... So NOT complaining LoL

Junior and I didn't cry on his first day because we spent the whole day with him in his class,but on the second day... yah that was a different story. It was really really hard for me to let him go. So before we dropped De'Shawn off to school, Jr and I made a deal to just walk in and walk out so it wouldn't be as hard for US and for HIM. Uh ya, that didn't go as planned. Junior went in kissed and hugged him and went straight outside, but than there was me;/.

Kissed.. Checked Hugged.. Checked turned to walk out, but couldn't;(... Standing by the door saying, "Bye baby, see you later" OVER and OVER and OVER AGAIN, "trying" to NOT shed a tear was pretty hard and emotional for me.

Shawn: "Go mama Go. I'm okay."

[[ Uh Ya, that made me cry even mORE.]]

ME: "K baby Mommy loves you. See you after school k... I LOVE YOU Shawn."

Teacher: "He'll be okay, We're gonna have lots of fun together."

ME: [[ literally getting louder]] "Bye baby I Love you. Shawn I Love you!!"

[[ i know ALL bad. Call me DRAMATIC.. I don't care, I couldn't let him go]] It was REALLY hard. Especially when De'Shawn and I have a special bond together. We're ALWAYS together, ever since day one. Letting him go was literally the hardest thing I've ever done in my life. Oh gosh just imagine when he goes to school fulltime, I'll probably go crazy LoL..

Besides all that dramaticNESS lol. I am so happy my baby boy started school after waiting on the waiting list for like thee longest time EVER. We're very excited to see him grow up in this crazy world we live in and succeed in life. No matter what WE will be his #1 Supporter.

When he's HAPPY, We're happy and that's ALL that matter's.

WeLL, It's about that time to pick my handsome up from schooL, can't wait to hear all about his day...

Have a Blessed day my beauitfulz♥

Here are Some pictures of OUR handsome Big Boy... ALL GROWN UP!!

[[FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL]]