... Library Day...

Last Tuesday, Junior and I took De'Shawn to the Hunter library

to pick out some books/ movies he liked.

He literally went crazy...

Junior and I plan

on taking De'Shawn every week on our days off=]

De'Shawn looks forward for library day with Daddy & mommy

every week, just something to get him out the house and use to reading=]

Here are some pictures I took of him at the

Hunter library... ENJOY!...=]

... Day 03...

Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show

Basketball Wives be my favorite Tv show...

My boys know, when this show comes on, it's mommy "MEEH" time LoL...

that means DO NOT BOTHER ME TILL THIS SHOW IS

FINISH!=]

... FIIINNNAAALLLLLYY!...

After waiting for two weeks and getting irritated checking the mail everyday just to find nothing but BILLS BILLS BILLS in our mailbox....

We finally recieved our letters from our soldier brother/uncle Mo.

We miss and love you so much brother/uncle...

We're so Proud of you!

... Day 02...

Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been close with for the longest.

This is a really old picture hopefully Nola won't get mad...

Hey sis at least it's a stinky people of US=] LoL...

Anyways, this be my nigga/ bestie/ sister Elyane Nola Siolo!

We've known eachother for over a decade now,

very very long time.

We've been through so much together throughout the past years, which brought

us that much closer together. Nola is like

my second husband LoL..NbFr she really is. She be the ONLY one that really knows

what's up with my life and everyone in it...

We've cried together

We got pregnant together ( so NOT planned LoL)

We've got beaten up together LoL

We've fought together

We arugued etc...

BUT at the same time we always had eacother's back=]

Through our up's and down's I honestly know

No one will ever break US!

This chick knows everything about me especially the stuff I plan on

taking to my grave when I die LoL...

She knows me in and out! I think she knows more about me than

my own husband LoL... We've been bestfriends for a long time, when we gave birth

to our boys, they became BESTEST of friends too=]

I love this trick to no end.

... AND another ONE...

Added to my collection=]

Had a rough day at work yesterday,came home and found this on my bed

with a note that said, "I love you!"

CUTE, YEAH!?!!

Made my day so much better & I wasn't mad anymore LoL...=]

HE knows what I LOVE...

Thanks babe, you tha BESTEST!

... DAY 01...

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts.

1. Samoan/ Black!

2. BIGGEST scary cat EVER!

3. #1 clean FREAK!

4. Love the colors Black& Green!

5. Eats every& anything with HOT sauce!

6. Obsession: BIG purses!

7. Loves Basketball!

8. Blunt!

9. Laughs LOUD & at anything!

10. Oldest of two! (sucks haha)

11. I hate my nose!

12. Love to cook!

13. Hate to read out loud!

14. Can't stand lazy people!

15. FOREVER on a diet!=]Ha.

... 60 DAY CHALLENGE...

So I got this idea from one of my sister's, Renisha=] AND it just looked like FUN! It'll also give me posts to put up if I have nothing to write about...haha!

Here are the challenges:

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts.
Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been close with for the longest.
Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
Day 04 - A picture of your night.
Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory.
Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day.
Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item.
Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh.
Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most messed up things with.
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate.
Day 12 - A picture of something you love.
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist.
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you.
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Day 19 - A picture of you when you were little.
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.
Day 25 - A picture of your day.
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.
Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.
Day 31 - A picture of a tradition you have.
Day 32 - A picture of a crazy night.
Day 33 - A picture of the house you grew up in.
Day 34 - A picture of your currently most played CD.
Day 35 - A picture of your favorite place to eat.
Day 36 - A picture of your ‘other half'.
Day 37 - A picture of the people you spend most of your time with.
Day 38 - A picture of the best part of your day.
Day 39 - A picture of your favorite movie.
Day 40 - A picture of your favorite Disney character.
Day 41 - A picture of your pet.
Day 42 - A picture of your dream house.
Day 43 - A picture of something you can’t function without.
Day 44 - A picture of someone you’re told you look like.
Day 45 - A picture of your room.
Day 46 - A picture of where you wish you were right now.
Day 47 - A picture of your favorite place to shop.
Day 48 - A picture of your favorite actress/actor.
Day 49 - A picture of where you live.
Day 50 - A picture of your most frequented place.
Day 51 - A picture of your dream car.
Day 52 - A picture of your favorite sport.
Day 53 - A picture of someone you think is hot.
Day 54 - A picture of the one thing you would bring if you were stranded on a deserted island.
Day 55 - A picture of the last movie you saw in theaters.
Day 56 - A picture of something that makes you happy.
Day 57 - A picture of your favorite holiday.
Day 58 - A picture of your favorite animal.
Day 59 - A picture of a random item that you own.
Day 60 - A picture of something you’re excited about

For a personal challenge as well, ( you can try if you like too!), I will try not to use the same personal/ item more than once!!

Let's see if I can keep up!

Here goes....

... Facebook Break...

I decided to deactivate my FB account just

because I was getting out of hand, as busy as I can get I'm always finding

myself on it,

to the point that I would literally camp on it=/

...[[ NO BUENO]]...

I'm not gonna lie, I'm a FB freak. Maybe because ALL my family members have

one and since I'm miles away from them, FB is the closest I can

get to them, IDK! It's hard for me to explain.

I love FB so much I download the app on my phone, my iPod and of course I had to

get eternet for my macbook.. I know, all kinds of bad RIGHT!?!!

Facebook is a good way to keep in touch with friends and family

around world, but that doesn't mean I can camp my life away. LoL

I'm doing good so far=]...

Trying to make my day not so much boring and MORE productive

just to keep my mind off of FB... I know, so SAD but yet so TRUE=/

That means MORE, MORE & MORE blogging

for me=]

I got this=]... That's when "self control" comes in, RIGHT!?!!

Something I already have a hard time dealing with EVERYDAY

with this whole losing weight thing LoL...

But...

that's a different subject LoL...

PLUS...

I need to get my priorities straight...

Get my life together, NOT that it's not in place

It's just that FB is "taking over me" LoL

This whole break from FB will definitely help me

get more done with

church, family, work, and everything else

that means the world to me

rather than trying to get business about other people life Ahaha

SAD, BUT SO TRUE AGAIN=[

Don't get me wrong I will be back, but just not anytime soon...

So don't think I deleted you as my friend cuz I didn't=]

I just need a little time away...=]

... Love Honestly ...

" In a split second every&anything can be gone&taken away from you..Take time to realize wat u have&be thankful for it.
tomorrow isn't promised. So Live Free, Love Honestly, Laugh Loud && Speak Wisely."

This week has been a crazy and stressful week for me and as usual I'm forever taking it out on my husband, I know all kinds of bad='[. As I read this quote I felt my tears running down my face just because I know deep down in my heart that I've been taking Junior for granted. The last thing I want to hear is that something happened to him or Junior leaving me for another woman that will give him the appreciation he deserves. I would literally die. Ugh, I'm seriously crying writing this blog! Just thinking about it breaks my heart in so many ways it's hard for me to explain.

I'm so sorry babe...

Junior has done nothing, but be good to me and our son. He is a hard working man and would literally die for the both of us. Everytime I get mad at a friend or a family member I always take it out on Junior and my poor husband would be so humble about the situation. When I get mad, I'm seriously a LiL devil Ahaha... I would call him names and just ignore him for hours and hours ( what a B**ch, yeah?!),

but NEVER did he EVER walked away or leave my side. Never has he EVER made me feel alone or made me feel like I'm not worth nothing. NEVER has he EVER hit or cheated on me. NEVER has he hurt me in any way.

Don't get me wrong we had/have our arguments and our up's and down's, and we definetly get on eachothers nerves, but what marry couples doesn't?!!. Junior would literally sit there and act ( so I think) like he ain't paying attention or doesn't care ( which fires and pumps my blood pressure up LoL) or he would man handle ( which turns me on..Lmbo) to stop me from wild'N out LoL...

But honestIy, I seriously need to stop taking my husband for granted and appreciate him everyday, every minute, & every second because I totally believe in karma and I would be out of my mind messing with her and because I Love him...

Don't get me wrong, I love my husband with all of me and would seriously do anything and drop everything for him, I appreciate him loving me for who I am and for all of me and just dealing/ putting up with my crazy bipolar self LoL. I don't do it on purpose

I have this problem that I let everything build up inside that makes me feel like I can't express the way I feel to anyone because I feel like they will never understand, which makes me act the way I do towards him.

I know, totally NOT a good excuse to treat my husband the way I do. Junior is my world, this whole situation of me taking my husband for granted made me realize how much of a good man I have and made me realize how much I love him more more everyday. I need to take advantage of his love AND love him back the same way he loves me. I wouldn't trade Junior for any other guy in this world AND I wouldn't choose anyone else to go through this crazy life with me!

I'm so sorry my love... I LOVE YOU TO NO END!

... TOP 7...

Everyone that knows me KNOW that I LOVE BIG purses/ handbags... I am so obessed and absolutely love to collect BIG purses. If I could I would so I buy A NEW purse everyday for the rest of my life, I honestly would.... People always wonder

what I have in my purse because it's so BIG...LoL

WELL....

Here are the main or I should say "my TOP 7" of the many things that I will FOREVER carry around in my purse till I die, LITERALLY!

Ahaha...

1. A box of tissue or a roll of toilet.

* My nose is FOREVER running all year LONG LoL.. I would be lucky if I go a day without blowing my nose. IT'S VERY ANNOYING!

2. Pain pills ( doesn't matter what kind)

* Gotta have my pain pills at ALL TIME

just incase I have a headache or a toothache =/

I'm such a drama queen when it comes to PAIN ugh!

3. Coco butter balm ( Thee BEST chap stick EVER invented)

* I totally HATE when my lips are chapped & dry

so NOT CUTE! This be my BESTEST friend EVEREST!

4. Makeup bag

* This right here is a MUST.

I would literally go crazy if I don't have this bad boy in my purse.

Oh and trust me I forgot and lost

it a few times... NOT A PRETTY SITE I TELL YA!! Aha.

5. Body spray and Lotion

* Another MUST have!

GOTTA smell & look GOOD AT ALL TIMES, RIGHT!?!!

Can't stand stinky or ashy people.

I'm very BLUNT and will tell you straight up

if you ain't look"N / smelling RIGHT LoL...

6. Gym ( Any kind)

* Sometime I feel like my breath stinks when I don't eat anything

for a long time ESPECIALLY

after brushing my teeth LoL... ANOTHER bestie=]

7. Phone & Charger

* I f I don't have my phone & charger with me, I would go CRAZY.... LITERALLY!

It's just one of those things I can't LIVE WITHOUT!

GOTTA HAVE IT!

lah'lahLOVE meeh a BIG PURSE, can NEVER have ENOUGH

purses...

... TeaM MaUaI...

I'm finally losing weight the way I want to BIG THANKS to my sister ( she's really my cousin, but you know how it is=] ) Lemauai Sabbath Tuilagi... She motivates me EVERYDAY to the FULLEST to get back in shape and down to my goal weight.

Before she lost weight, she was almost 300 pds

THAN she lost 85 pounds!

That's so much weight. I'm so proud of her=]

Just to let you guys know my sister gave me permission to blog and post pictures of her up LoL...

so don't think I'm messed up LoL if anything I'm pretty

positive she wouldn't mind because she don't

look like that anymore!=]

... because...

she looks hella good ...

I'm so JEALOUS of her, BUT than I'm NOT cuz

I'm so gonna catch up to HER!...

Ahahaha...

HERE are some BEFORE picture of her:

AND.... this is her NOW:

I know RIGHT!?!!... She looks so good....

This is why she is my biggest motivator EVER! Keep up the good work sis and go head with your bad self YOU sexy mama YOU!....

[[ LET'S GO TEAM MAUAI ]]