... FeeL'N gOOd, FeeL'N gREAt...

So, when I started my diet I was 242....Yep, I said it 242 freak'N gross, right!?!! UGH-

Anyways, I'm now down to 215...STILL nasty, but NOT as nasty LmBo...AND guess what?

I'M STILL NOT SATISFIED. HELL NO I'M NOT.

I want to get out of the two's. I'm so OVER being FAT...like seriously, WTF was I thinking being that over weigh... Ugh. I used to walk around saying, "I'm cute FAT"... REALLY?!!

Can I say denial to the fucken FULLEST. I know dam right, I'LL NEVER EVER let myself go like that again.

My husband tells me that I look good and that I don't need to lose any weight that he Loves me for who I am and the way I look, BUT you know what?... I DON'T CARE. TIA IS GONNA LOSE MORE WEIGHT AND GET BACK TO HER WEIGHT THAT SHE WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL. If it's gonna take me a year or 2 years from now, than that's what it's gonna take.

I'm so proud of myself and I think, or I should say "I know," this whole dieting and losing weight thing is getting to me like, BIG TIME, but I honestly don't care.

I feel good and I look great... Let's get it done baby....:)