Wednesday, April 14, 2010

... A LiL uPdAtE...

So, like ever since school started, I've been really stressed out about everything. School started 2-3 weeks ago and already I have non-stop homework everyday, quizzes/ tests every other day and essays/ projects every week. I know, right!?! That's college for yah! On top of ALL that I still work full-time and carter to my boys needs as a full-time wife and mommy. Can you say CRAZINESS!?! My schedule is all booked out for the next two months. If I'm not at work or school, I'm at home with my bEbEz chill'n and spending QT together. The bad thing about it; is that I take all my frustrations out on my husband. ALL he does is sit there and let me. I get so mad at him when he does that because I feel like he doesn't care or is not paying any attention to me! DRAMATIC MUCH!?!?!LOL... It pisses him off that I feel that way especially when I tell him he doesn't care.hehe. I mean don't get me wrong, I know my husband cares A LOT and supports me all the way with school and everything I'm trying to accomplish in life. It's just that I'm so overwhelmed with everything ALL at once. So I attack him. I know, that's not a good excuse, but my husband know's what I'm going through and he knows that I love him no matter what. Eh, it's hard for me to explain myself sometimes. ANYWAYS...LOL...
No one said it was going to be easy. I just need to maintain a positive attitude and do my BEST! I know ALL this stressing out and being frustrated with the world is going to pay off in the long run . WISH ME LUCK ♥

1 comment:

  1. Hang in there Tia! You're a rockstar MOM and WIFE! :) And I'm the same way with Matt...he hates the "you don't care" line... LOL... Love you guys! Hang in there sis... and make sure you let us know when the temple date is! Me and Matt would LOVE to be there if it's here in SLC of course LOL! It's the BEST feeling in the world! Unexplainable. Love you guys!
    Xoxo...

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